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Hello. Im back from a dunno how many years hiatus because i just showed 3 pple-nick feifan amelia - after much hesitation -my blog and now feifan wants me to blog so here i am blogging. I noe tt my blog's cui..i ask them not to laugh but they still laughed. Feifan said my blog's nerdy. yes it is. cos i blog when im stressed. and i get stressed during exams. So almost everything i blog -exams!
ANW nerdy update: Im now in Yong Loo Lin School of Medicine. Year 2. staying in KE7. Studying microbiology now in ke7 .Ca2 is coming. Im so stressed. thats partly why im blogging. I love microbiology...small invisible cute stuff that can bring down a mammoth. amazing right? Just finished enterobacteria.it sucks.but then again, my motivation: DEC hols. im gg europe whee....london paris switzerland DUBAI.DUBAI's so exciting! imagine gg to a place where everyone covers their entire body including their face. u can only see their eyes. so mesmerizing.....suo3 wei4 : "the eyes are the windows to your soul...." get what i mean? it would be an interesting 2 days in dubai.
Life's quite boring. Everyday i wake up to eat to get energy to study to sleep in peace without worrying to wake up fresh to eat to study again...actually come to think of it we crawl out from our mom's womb to go to preschool to gain entrance to pri school to enter sec school to enter jc to enter a good uni to get a good job to earn enough $$$$$$$$$$$$$ to live a comforatble and succesful life so that we can die in peace. But of course, religion brings a whole new dimension into life. So yah! with my faith in GOd, i noe i happy where i am now! i dont care if the world ends on DEC 2012 or i live to a 100 yrs....i just wanna lead life as it is and exit from mother earth contented happy and ready to step into heaven maybe?
Next stop: Pseudomonads, Vibrio and related species

Tuesday, November 24, 2009*
Benpire stomped at 9:34 AM-

Okay, im very very very very happy.
Got back A level results.
AAAAA + AA. Shiok ah!
Seriously, im even more surprised especially for GP and ECONS -both of which i have never gotten an A before. And i felt like Shit after econs paper as well.
Haha, guess i got real lucky this time!
Before the results, i was telling my friends, if i get 3 A 2B i will be contented. At least its decent-given the amt of hard work i put in during the final months.
4A 1B: i will treat all my section mates to lunch.I treated them liao.
5A :i will fly to the moon

Ok so i guess i have to fly to the moon now-.-
BUT seriously, I'm Over the moon now!

BUt now, like how a 明星 who wins 红星大奖does, i have to thank alot of people for my results: parents, caraven tutors, friends, school teachers...and also people who put me off and make me feel like slapping them the moment i see them ( cos everytime i see these people, i am more motivated to work harder to trash them). YES and also LUCK. I really think i got really lucky.Really.

Ok then on to NS.I wont say anything sensitive here or my face will be published on the front page of straits times the next day.
But basically, it has been quite memorable, albeit quite slack( since i'm in PES C cos of asthma and i also dunno why ) . Field camp, hand grenade throwing , live range drills etc....very new and fresh experiences for me!
And thanks to my sections mates: namely ivan chihung andy hairizuan pernyi karthik honyongsheng nicoll luke lewis and adrianleeyi(who left halfway)
You guys have been very integral in my entire BMTC experience...the jokes, talk cock sessions, Sleeping sessions, sing-to-the-guitar sessions and our er--failed section outing (lol)etc ....you guys are one hell of a section! will never forget you people so muz keep in touch kay!
And also other people in my platoon! scorpion platoon one rocks!
ya...and the sergeants also...i didnt know that sergeants could be so nice and protective. Seriously. Especially sergeant LI.

So now, i await my posting to the next unit.
And writing scholarship essays and applying for unis : OMG!
I need to go for a holiday now. Holidays are therapeutic.
But NO $$$$$$$. my pay is a meagre $400. which is pathetic. To and fro from jurong from my house each day is already $4. so i better not get posted to a unit near jurong. or half my monthly pay will be donated to SBS.

Sian.

Monday, March 17, 2008*
Benpire stomped at 1:24 AM-

im finally blogging again.
im very lazy to blog.
but now im so boliao so i decided to blog.

Ok. A levels over. VERY GOOD！！！！！！！！！！！！！
it was ok la.
i hope i do well.
I MUST DO WELL
otherwise my future is doomed.
I remember studying like mad everyday.
Morning 6am wake up go school. Study. after school go library study. lunch study and eat. then study. go home study.
1 month before even better.i rmb a few days i studied through the night. really tong xiao.
actually i study better at night
during study break i always start when the sun start to set, and when i finish the sun rise liao and my parents will go off to work while i go and sleep.
Maths paper 1 was ok la...Paper 2 was better.
Chem paper 3 was bad to me, paper 2 good paper 1 hard but i tink i did fine so ok.
Econs i really dunno what to say...very weird the essay questions and case study
Bio was quite regurgitation but i dowan to be too complacent or hopeful cos everytime like that turn out to be much worse.
GP i wrote abt climate change. hope its ok. compre abt gender revolution.didnt really like it.

ok.after a levels prepare for prom. go orchard almost everyday, not shop for myself then follow friends shop or help them shop. haha prom quite fun la cam whore the whole night until my battery died halfway. And i got my haircut for free from toni and guy! i was quite surprised cos i always tink this world where got free stuff one...aiyah..but not really free la..cos she accidentally cut my ear and i lost some blood.ok.

after prom was chalet. quite fun but it was raining. i tink 10 pple squeezing into one room is very fun. And ralph has a lot of energy. He talked non stop from 3am to 8am whilst everyone is sleeping, so a lot of people got disturbed from their sleep haha.damn funny.

went t0o egypt from 8th to 16th. OH MY goodness. egyptians are very LC. whole day ask for tips. i rmb walking out of the airport. then this guy push me away and [pushed my trolley. i tot he was my tour guide hao xin help me push the last 50 metre to the bus. then at the end he asked me to pay him 50 US dollars. crazy bitch. i gave him 50 egyptian cents and walked into the bus so he cannot chase me.
i was at giza pyramids. a policeman approaced us and offered to help us take a photo. at the end he asked for tips. crazy bitch.i learnt my lesson.
i was at valley of the kings.not supposed to take photo. but somehow i was made a scapegoat.the egyptian guard confiscated my camera. wanted to hand me over to the police.crazy bitch.
lucky my parents paid him money and he returned us the camera.
LOW CLASS i tell u LOW ClASS.
err and their airport looks like a mosque which was quite.........different. i tink international airport need to have a bit more class. our bus interchange look better than their airport.
but in luxor and aswan.,..was more high class. i liked the overnight train from cairo to aswan. got backpacker kind of feeling so i like.
nile cruise was luxurious and high class so i like.
overall the trip i would rate 6/10 la. its worth paying the mummies and pyramids a visit and learning abt the culture of the pharoahs very interesting but 10 days of walking ard temples and it gets rather boring. ok...but i am the sort of person who dont really appreciate history very much la.
anw, egypt was quite an experience for me.at least i get to see africa and middle east before i die.and i heard that bhutto got assasinated. so sad.
oh and i want to praise SIA. took sq from singapore to cairo and back. and i absolutely loved every minute of the 10 hr flight to and fro.very professional service very comfortable flight and best inflight entertainment. food was delicious as well. supper and breakfast served plus snacks every other hour. and snacks included chocolates peanuts and sandwiches. i want to sit SIA every day.
ok.christmas.party at braddel. got a lot of gifts yay! mostly shirts and wallets. went to church sang songs, pray, confess,.....etc.
gg army on 25th jan. PES C. heard its quite slack. cos of my asthma la damnit. actually i dont want so slack training. i like to be tortured to a certain extent. see how if i can upgrade later i will upgrade.
meanwhile i want to work.i like money. i want to work to earn a lot a lot of money.then can sit SIA everyday.
i just watched korean drama MY girl. its very nice.
I WANT TO GO KOREA.i like to wear winter clothings. i like snow. i like extreme cold weather like below minus 10 that kind.

haiz...very sian now. dunno when will be the next time i will blog. maybe 2 years later after i come out from army/haha.

Saturday, December 29, 2007*
Benpire stomped at 12:03 AM-

war.....so long neva come here blog liao sia....like almost one year? aiya...i felt lazy over the past year to blog..so neva blog lor....but too many things happened over the span over the year....and i must blog about them otherwise those memories will be washed down the drain like how stupid lockhart cleared and deleted his own memory....so must record my memories somewhere like how tom riddle did.Omg im so obsessed with reading harry potter la! magic stuff are so cool .....i like those magic where u can use wand and there are really magical happenings like flying trees and gnomes and whatever around one....not those kind of david copperfield type make rabbit disappear in a hat then chop body in a coffin but still never die...those type of magic so boring man.... Actually those kind of superpowers that X-men have also quite cool...I like Jean gray man...telepathic and telekinetic...how cool is that la? If only a point mutation can happen on one of my genes to make me an X-man...but of course not those kind of X-linked recessive disorder that will resign u to spending your life in a bubble or mutation on chromosome 21 that will make u cry like a cat ...is that Cri du chat syndrome or smth? i dunno la.
Ok...wad did i do over the past year?
1. Go Chiangrai for community project...we werent given any cip hours for this but we went anw...wad matters most is u help others right? i can only conclude that the trip was a blast! it was so meaningful and my heart was crying when i had to say goodbye to the children.
2. Work at Conrad hotel! so high class man! i love doing something related to tourism industry....so although i was only serving coffee and tea and clearing rubbish i was having fun! i had never enjoyed clearing rubbish so much before! the pay is like.......$6 an hour but i dont care cos i like the job so when i spent the whole november working and working! and they made me come at 4am in the morning with free taxi ride and free lunch and free breakfast...i was so happy man! salon by the pool.! and partly cos many of my friends working same department as me also...so it was enjoyable.And u dont have to worry about making mistakes....cos they want to fire us...then fire lor...i can easily walk over to Pan pacific or marina mandarin next door and sign up for another waiter job. but i was a good worker la....i only broke like 1 glass and stole some buffet food thats all....and the rest of november was spent planning for adventure race we intended to organise when school reopened. So fun! conducting reccess around singapore. I felt like a tourist all over again....ok..my ambition next time would be to be the head of Singapore tourism board...presiding all tourism affairs in Singapore...and turn singpaore into a global tourism hub! Ministers if u happen to read this, pls call me and put this boy with a passion for tourism into your top post ok?
3. Overtake---organising adventure races are the coolest and most fun thing in the world to do. Im so proud of my group mates kelly shawn xinying and thomas...you all rock la!
4. Chinese A level and PW results: happy! at least hard work was justified this time round
5. Hokkaido trip: winter wonderland! didnt manage to ski thoh! i personally prefer korea and canada still but anw it was a cool trip and made many friends...during the trip i realised there were at least 5 current rafflesians and ex-rafflesians in the tour group la..so cool right! felt like some learning journey with RJ liddat...
6.Yunnan CIp trip: the first 10 days were quite boring.....but menaingful nonetheless if u look at the positive side....we weathered extreme weather conditions...one moment it was nearing 30 degrees then a super strong cold front came and the temp plummented to like 0. and from then on...the highest it ever reached was 18. Last few days were damn fun....in kunming eat and eat and eat and shop and shop watch movies go cafe drink coffee gossipp chit chat at night....so nostalgic man! high class feeling!
7. CT1 and CT2: Ct1 was alright but i was disappoiinted....BCCCE-gp,yux. CT2 felt worst. havent gotten back my results yet...but i felt damn lousy after the paper. So far got back CHem...a C...not really happy with it la.

Anw...A levels coming...its time to pull up my socks and rush to the finish! gan batte ne! my fingers are now so damn tired after typing this, I want to read harry potter 4,5,6, all over again. And harry potter movie coming! must watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye bye.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007*
Benpire stomped at 7:26 AM-

ABBBCS. Lousy results. i hate the letter S. S=spoil .my report book is spoiled cos of S. What causes S? Ans : Econ"S" . Omg . this is fricking random. dunno wad im tokin about. aniwaes..promos over..im not really satisfied wif my results..especially Econs...cos i mantain at S which is a fail. And chem is damn yuan wang...must put in effort aledi..cannot slack! but first...enjoy the coming 2 month holidays...this year too bz and to stressful liao....BUT still left with A level chem spa pw oral and chinese. Sux.Sux.Sux.Sux. I like mooncakes...very nice...but i have only half left in the fridge...have to wait 1 year more b4 i can enjoy mooncakes again....Tired.Bye/

Thursday, October 19, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 2:49 AM-

i have a new found enjoyment: mugging organic chemistry. very fun leh..dunno why..just like to draw all those benzene rings.so interesting. But hor..i still suck at it..failed the mini test. haiz...i think i very stupid la..hope i will do better for promos. Watched Singapore idol yesterday, and stacie orrico totally owned all the contestants. her raspy solid voice emanating from her demure frame...war..i was transfixed la. Felt like an angel was singing to me. Talk about being holy eh. I have been commiting unholy stuff these few days ...dunno why also..i just feel like sinning. Haiz..i promise i will repent.Amen.

Friday, September 15, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 9:23 AM-

back from ophir

Ophir was totally cool and fun! thoroughly enjoyed myself-it was definitely a very exhilarating and refreshing brief respite from the mundane,meaningless and depressing schoollife. the kfc route was like...chicken?! i dont even see any difficulty of any sort in it. But after KFC..it was tiring..but FUN! i especially loved the part where we had to climb up the almost vertical rock face with only ropes! So cool la..wad if smth bite me on my climb up and i release my hands in pain..then i will plummet to my death! Wow..but the many near-death brushes-especially on the way down-were totally exciting!!! I love expeditions man..cant wait for more to come! but i dont think i would be going for end of year expedition...although i would really love to go. :(.
Haiz...and i had my 1st streetdance perf. So malu.but fun la..the trainings and the perf itself..new experience for me.Ok ..promos are coming and i dont see myself siting down to start muggin anytime soon. What shld i do!! My results are in distress! Must really find a time to concentrate all my energies solely to studying and only studying. OK.gtg.bye

Wednesday, August 16, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 9:43 AM-

Whee! Its 5.30 on monday and im back home typing this! this is like the first time this year since i have returned from school before 6..shiok man! can rest. Ok..yesterday was smrt adventure race. our position was 11th-i think-out of 100 teams. The mere 2 mins difference denied us the chance of a handphone..and just 20 minutes from 2000 DOLLARS! Wth..we got everything right..we deciphered all the clues..we moved very fast..BUT BUT BUT,,,stupid dhoby exchange..it was a trick in itself la..made us run around that place aimlessly for 20-30 mins..before realising the place they were telling us was raffles exchange.So if we had realised it was raffles xchange..i would have become 2000 dollars richer! and everyone would get a treat from me... BAH! shit...next year..we are going to win it. Im looking for another race to participate.YAY! adventure races are so fun and xxciting.

Monday, July 24, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 2:37 AM-

feeling damn depressed these days...dunno wads the reason la..is it skool? i dunno la.just feel like sleeping all day and not thinking about anything--esp during school days.

Friday, July 14, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 8:16 AM-

post ct

cts over...it was very bad. i dowan to tok about it. 4 fails i expect. too hard..i neva got 4 fails..last time got a B kanchiong alredi. Now i pine so dearly for a B-which is beyond possible reach. So how? I dunno. I need to take a breather first. sigh.

Friday, June 30, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 5:38 AM-

i just realised that my life is very very screwed in many many ways...and knowing this makes me depressed.

Monday, May 29, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 2:21 AM-

Ok..my sis just went to sapporo yesterday. My parents are going to tokyo. and i Will be going to an exciting place called TERANGANNUUUU...WTH LAR....same ulu place..still have to kayak for 2 days..what a nice vacation///ok..v.tired.blog more tomolo.

Sunday, May 28, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 7:17 AM-

I feel like dying. Tomolo got Gp test and im not studying. actually wads there to study lor?
i will fail no matter what.still remember the days when i scored in my descriptive compo in pri skool...The ghost's head turned 360 degrees and i stood rooted to the ground. My heart was palpitating wildly. At this juncture, i suddenly heard a voice from God and immediately, i ran as my legs could carry me...crap ....Shit la..now cannot write like that alredi...aiyar...holiday coming ..yes!! YES!!! And tomolo marks the finale of American Idol...when the real deserving winner will get the highly esteemed title of American IDOl..when katherine mcphee will triumph over Taylor hicks...and talking about taylor hicks..i doubt he is 28 years old...i have a suspicion that he lied his way thru the auditions..and even if he is 28..so wad? His singing is terrible..so karaoke..as Simon cowell appropriately puts it. So who will win? The answer is clear. Katherine Mcphee. No doubt about that. She has the entire package. She is the new bona fide queen. Go katherine! u HAVE MY FULLEST SUPPPORTTT!!! mCPHEEVER!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 12:28 AM-

life has become so meaningless.
stuy.cca.study.cca.thats what live revolves around 24/7.
want to play.then got hw.want to rest.then got test to study for.
then by the time i want to sleep. time to go school liao.
Haizzzzz....damn sian. I cant wait for holidays. The only thing left that interests me now is American Idol. Go katherine mcphee!! you rock!

Saturday, May 13, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 4:32 AM-

very sian

KNNBCCB.I very sian. HOW?! i dowan to go skool tomolo!!!

Sunday, March 26, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 5:10 AM-

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEEE!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MELISSA MCGHEE IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL! MY GIRL!!! AHHHH!!! YYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YYYY!!!!!!!!!!! I was DUMBSTRUCK THE MOMENT YOU OPENED YOU MOUTH RELAXED THOSE WIND PIPES AND LET YOUR UNIQUELY SMOKEY SEXY VOICE FILL MY ENTIRE TV ROEDEO SYSTEM>>>>OMG>>I LOVE YOUR VOICE! I LOVE YOUR STAR APPEAL!!! YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL!!! WHY DID U GET KICKED OUT!!!!! JUST LIKE MY OTHER SMOKY FAVOURITES FROM THE PREVIOUS AI SEASONS...CAMILE VELASCO AND LINSEY CARDINALE!!!! I WILL SUPPORT YOU MELISSA! GO MELISSA GO!!!! GO!!! GO!!!
BYE BYE MELISSA...YOUR SOULFUL HUSKY VOICE WILL ALWAYS REMAIN DEEP IN MY HEART

Friday, March 17, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 3:29 AM-

HOLIDAY!!!

Whee! March holidays finally here!!!! but bloody hell...the unsympathetic staff of my school ( I shan't state who, lest i incur their wrath) had just bombarded us with a barrage of homework!! Shit la..wads their problem man..Holidays are meant for resting , recharging your batteries , catching up with friends and family, going out to enjoy yourself...basically everything under the sun but school work. Dont they realise the importance of family time? Dont they realise how imperative it is for us to have enough rest such that we can be more efficient in everything we do? Innocent they may seem, but these ostensibly innocuos homework when piled up are in reality very harmful and detrimental to our mental health. Dont they realise it? WTH MAN! Dumb creatures. Go and Die. Want me to do your work? Wait LONG LONG/...I ve got lotsa of things i want to do during the march holidays and your homework will never interfere with my plans. From Monday to wednesday, i'll be going to Belumut to scale a thousand metre high mountain..though im a noob, ill still scale it..i want to reach the peak and see if i can spot singapore from atop. then from thursday to sunday..will rest and spend time with different people. Basically, i will make sure that i enjoy myself and not be tied down by homework.
Byebye.

Saturday, March 11, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 7:00 PM-

AHHH
My throat is damn painful.
I always have problems with my throat.
Shit lar. Now theres this pain sweeping through my entire gullet.
excruciating? no. not yet. but the point will come. I just have to wait.
I hate throat diseases. Seriously.

Monday, February 27, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 7:33 AM-

Benpire stomped at 7:33 AM-

testing

testing

Saturday, February 25, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 12:03 AM-

MALU LIKE HELL

AIYO...wad an embarrasing day for me.
Went for HIP HOP DANCE today.
AND IT WAS EMBARRASING.
Please lor...do i look like that sort who can dance like MADONNA?
Aniwae..we started out the dance practice with HAnd curl...dunno wad u call it. I looked and felt like a possessed chicken.
Next, it was chest thrust..O wad a crude name for such a nice move...but nvm..I felt terrible and for a moment, i sincerly wished i had big assets.OK.damn sick.dont bother.
LAstly..it was body curl . I was hopeless. I looked like an epileptic. Yes. That bad. The girls were like trying to help me out..asking me to jut my face out..then curl my shoulders..then push out my chest..but in the end...i still looked like an epileptic.
But i Dont care lar. I have MALUED myself countless times in the past. Since i have no more face to throw, i shall malu myself for as much as i deem fit.
BYEBYE

Friday, February 24, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 7:42 AM-

OMG. My blog is finally revived after a 2 year slumber. But its still pathetic. Nvm . I dont care.

Thursday, February 23, 2006*
Benpire stomped at 5:04 AM-